Internship

"The possession of anything begins in the mind" - Bruce Lee
I have come to the amazing age where summer camps won't take me.
I'm 15 years old and for 15 year olds you are kind of stuck in the house all summer. I don't have a license so I can't really go anywhere. If I do want to go somewhere I have to wait till my parents get home, which is at 5pm. But I am applying to an internship over the summer. My problem is that I don't have a ride and if I don't get into this internship, I have to  go to a summer camp. This is the time where  I can't wait to start driving.









p.s. i don't think my quotes has anything to do with my blog

Wind

"If you can surrender to the wind, you can ride it" - Toni Morrison
I'm not surrendering to anything today.
The wind is blowing like crazy outside
But I guess its better than rain

Rain

"Its raining its pouring, Nooo its really pouring"
I really hate the rain
Its crazy because when i came outside in the morning it was sprinkling
That was 7:30
Its 9:45 and its pouring
My pants are soaked up to my knees
I'm pretty sure by the end of the day my hair will be poofed
Its just terrible

New York YAYYYY!!

"There's something in the New York air that makes sleep useless" -Simon De Beauvoir
I can not wait till spring break!!!!! I wont be in Maryland for 4 days. It'll be amazing, me and family are going to go see the statue of liberty, empire state build, and most important SHOP. So if you can't tell I'm excited i just hope the locals can't tell that I'm a tourist. But you can tell if people come to DC as tourist soo i guess we'll just have to wait and see.

Planning for greatness

"God has a bigger plan for me than I have for myself" - Tumblr Quotes
My life is really busy right now. With me trying to get straight A's and not doing a good job. My parents arguing constantly and trying to care for my sister all at the same time. I'm also trying to get my learners permit. With all of that I also have to keep in mind that my grade are the number 1 priority. Because my father will accept nothing less than an acceptance to an Ivy League College and I'm only a freshman in high school. 

March, April when is May

"March winds and April showers bring May flowers" -English Proverb
But it seems like April is an ongoing trip to hell. I absolutely hate the rain especially in the morning. Then March was so cold it was crazy. Summer just doesn't want to come. And mother nature is clearly in one of her moods today.

Another Guy

"I turned out liking him more than I originally planned"
Soooooo, i like this guy again he's is going to remain anonymous. But i have about 3 classes wit him. the only bad thing is that I don't know if he likes me. I mean how do you know if a guy likes you or not. He's always flirting and trying to touch me, but i really don't know i don't want it to be like my last semi relationship. I say semi because we really didn't define what we were. And every girl know that defining the relationship is a big deal.

Liking someone is so much work

"Liking someone that you don't want to like is the most annoying thing" -Tumblr quotes
So today i finally realized that i really like this guy. I'm not gonna say names but i have 3 classes with him. I found this out by going through a whole stage of denial and texting him on a regular. I don't know if he likes me, but how does any girl know if a guy likes her if he isn't
1) Extremely obvious
              or
2) If i make the first move
So i honestly don't know what i'm gonna do