Getting Crushed by your Crush :(

That annoying moment when your friends make it really obvious that you like someone.
So there was this boy that i had a slight crush on. And i was feeling courageous and decided to tell him. Once I did he said that he like me to. Honestly i was for sure that he was going to ask me out because he's always flirting with me in class. Also my friends said that he did. But i guess they were wrong because now he goes out with one of my friends. I really don't know what happened. I guess i wasn't outgoing enough. I don't know! But what i do know is that i am not going to allow him to constantly touch me when i know that he goes out with one of my friends.

The Reality of Friends

Sometimes you have to give up on people. Not because you don't care, but because they don't. - Unknown

Its hard to see the people that you've been friends with FOREVER stop being friends. I guess its the way of life, people grow apart. But when they do it deliberately it makes it even more frustrating. Let me explain. Saturday I went to Buffalo Wild Wings with some friends and we were having a good time. After we finished eating we didn't want to go home so we said we were going to the mall, which is just across the street.Earlier before we ate my friend Taylor asked if we were going to the mall and i said no. But then she said that we should meet her and my friend Ashley at the mall. At first we didn't want to go to the mall because that's all we ever do. But as events changed we decided to go. As we were walking in the mall, we saw Ashley and Taylor. The problem was that they looked at us in the mall and didn't say anything. It was frustrating because we have been friends since 5th grade. I didn't understand why they were mad. Could a friendship end just like that?

Grades are the WORST

"If you do what you've always done, you'll get what you've always gotten." - Unknown
Since I was in the 6th grade i always remember getting good grades. And I never had to study to get them. And now that I'm in 9th grade i realized that I can't just do the minimum to get what i always got. So far i have achieved to get all A's...............and one B. Its kind of frustrating because I'm the kind of person that want to be good at something and not do any work. As i came to this revaluation I also achieved my first F on a quiz. Once I saw what it did to my grade, I realized i had to re-take it. So of course to get a better grade I studied my brains out, and it was terrible but after i studied I felt really good. So the day of the test i was extremely nervous. As i finished i slowly felt better. So some advice always study!

Our Rights

"If you don't stand for something you'll fall for anything." - Unknown
I feel that it is important to always stand for something you believe in. For example I believe in  women's rights. In this day in age women are important in our society and the fact that some people want to take our right away is absurd. I get frustrated with the people that think that just because their religion says abortion is wrong they feel the need to make everyone think the same way. This isn't the 1950's and if wanted to things as women we should be able to.

Trouble in Paridise

 "The struggle you're in today is developing the strength you need for tomorrow" - Unknown

I really like this quote.. It reminds me of my parents relationship. Over the past year some secrets have came out about both of their past; dealing with infidelity. Its really frustrating for me and my sister to deal with the non-stop arguing and name calling. So finally my father thought that it would be better for them if he moved out. It was a major change from what i was used to. Then i started thinking I kinda like it this way because now i finally get to hear myself think without being interrupted by " that's why my mother never liked you". But i have to say it is getting extremely better and my father has rethink the idea of a divorce. So clearly there has to be rain for a rainbow to appear.

The Struggle of Planning a Surprise Party

Soo my really good friend Kyra is leaving to Alabama on the 24th and some friends and I decided that it would be a good idea to throw her a going away party. It was all planned out; i was going to bring muffins, my friend Nilajah was going to bring soda and more. We were going to have the "Surprise Party" on Friday the 10th. It was the perfect day because it was a half day and a two hour dismissal. But of course whenever something goes right, Karma Strikes. So i just found out that Kyra is going to be late to school because of a doctors appointment. I finally realized that planning a party is harder than I thought